Chapter One
“Whoever shelved this room ought to be put on trial for it, Mrs Marlowe.”
The housekeeper stopped at the threshold with a tea tray in both hands. “I shall pass the indictment to His Grace, miss, though I cannot promise he will read it.”
“He need not read it. He should only look at it.” Giselle turned the volume so the older woman could see the spine. “This is an estate ledger from the year nine. It has been bound between a book of sermons and a treatise on falconry, which is a crime, and a letter has been tucked inside it, which is a worse one.”
“What sort of letter?”
“The sort with a court seal half-melted into the wax, as though someone had read it by candlelight and then thought better of having done so.” She eased the page free with two fingers, careful not to disturb the brittle edges. “I shall forgive the forgetting. Forgetting is, at least, honest, but the shelving is malice, and that is a hanging offence.”
“You ought to mind your tongue about the shelving.” Mrs Marlowe set the tray down without quite letting go of it. “The late duke arranged most of this room with his own hands, and the present one has not the patience to undo what the grief of it cost him.”
“Then the present duke has engaged the right woman, for I have patience for nothing else.” Giselle weighted the letter beneath a paperknife. “Three months. A catalogue, a clean index, and every document restored to its rightful century. I shall be quiet about a great many things in that time, but the falconry will not be one of them.”
“You are a strange sort of scholar, miss, if you will pardon me.”
“I will pardon you. I have been called far worse by men with far better manners and far less cause.” She reached for her quill pen. “What sort had you expected?”
“A timid one with a great deal of squinting and very little judgement. His Grace’s last man of letters fainted clean away when the duke came in without his coat.”
“Then his last man of letters had never read by candlelight, which is the only honest occasion to faint over a duke.” She uncapped the inkwell with the side of her thumb. “I shall try to remain upright. Send word if His Grace intends to remove his coat, and I shall sit down first, as a precaution.”
The housekeeper’s mouth twitched against her will. A footman came quietly to her elbow and murmured something of the kitchens, a delivery of some kind, and the ordinary business of a great house. She answered him in an undertone.
“I shall send Annie up to sit with you, miss.”
“You need not trouble Annie. I keep better company with the dead than the living, and the dead require no chaperone.”
“It is not the dead I worry over.”
“Then worry over the duke, who is the only living person in this house likely to surprise me, and send Annie to guard him instead.” Giselle bent to her page. “Books are honest witnesses, Mrs Marlowe. They have never once contradicted my catalogue. I cannot say the same for any man who has ever paid me.”
“He does not take a guard, miss. Not since he came home the way he came home.”
“And how was that?”
“With more scars than he left with, fewer friends, and a temper that sends the upstairs maids to the landing when his study door is shut.” Mrs Marlowe lifted the tray at last. “You will make his acquaintance soon enough. I only ask that you do not provoke it before I have got the tea things out of the way.”
“I shall endeavour to provoke nothing until the china is safe, but after that I make no promises at all.”
The door to the passage closed behind her. The room settled once more into the profound quiet of a house built with thick walls, the air redolent of leather, dust, and the faint sweetness of beeswax long worked into old wood. The accounts proceeded in good order as far as the ninth year. Beyond that, the centuries lay in hopeless confusion, as though some hand had contrived to leave them so.
Far down the room, where the shelving turned towards a second door standing half in shadow against the gallery, the old house made one of its small sounds, a hinge easing, a board taking weight and giving it back. She put it down to settling timber and went on with the letter.
She drew the letter to the window light. The seal had been pressed by a man who expected obedience without signing his name, and the hand beneath it spoke of discretion and of a matter best left in the ground.
The cooler air reached her first, a draught that had no business in a closed room, and behind it the certainty of being watched. Her pulse jumped once. She put it down before it could reach her face, because a woman alone learned early that a man who startled you and was rewarded with a flinch would only arrange to do it again.
“You have misfiled treason, Your Grace.”
He stood three paces off, near the gallery door, one shoulder to a shelf. He had been there long enough to take in her hands, her posture, the letter held up to the light. A scar ran pale from the corner of his jaw beneath an open collar, and another marked the back of the hand hooked into his waistcoat pocket. He had troubled to hide neither.
“I have misfiled a great many things,” he said. “You will have to be specific.”
“A court matter, sealed, instructing some unnamed party that a question is to stay buried. Inside an estate ledger, between sermons and falconry.” She lifted it without crossing to him. “Either you hid it badly, or someone hid it for you and trusted you would never tidy the shelf.”
“And if I said it belongs in the fire?”
“I would say I do not burn documents. And that a man who keeps a thing seventeen years and reads it by candlelight does not want it burned, whatever he tells the woman holding it.”
“You presume a great deal about a man you met four sentences ago.”
“I presume nothing. I read the seal, the wax, and the worn fold where a thumb has opened it too many times.” She set it back beneath the knife, flat and unhurried. “Dismiss me for the impertinence whenever you like, Your Grace. The shelving will still be a disgrace in the morning, and you will still have read me correctly, which is that I am right.”
The corner of his mouth moved without becoming a smile. “You scold a duke in his own house and expect me to apologise for the filing.”
“I expect nothing from a duke. I have catalogued the libraries of four of them and learned that low expectations are the only kind they reliably meet.”
“You are bitter for a woman of your years.”
“I am accurate for a woman of any. The two are often mistaken for one another by men who have never been disappointed.” She nodded at the door. “His Grace of Calder, I take it, since the footmen go pale at the name and you walk through a locked house without troubling to be announced.”
“The footmen exaggerate.”
“The footmen are paid to. It is half their wages and the better half of their conversation.” She set down the pen.
“You hold a low opinion of footmen.”
“I hold an accurate opinion of everyone in a great house but the books. The books cannot lie to me, which is the whole reason I prefer their society and very nearly the whole reason I am never asked to dine.” She nodded at the door again. “You have come to see whether the Strattons sold you a fraud. Produce the document, then. You have the look of a man who believes will humble me, and I would rather we got the humbling over before tea.”
He did not pretend to misunderstand. He drew a folio from beneath an unsorted heap and laid it open before her. The page was old; the hand crabbed, faded, and thick with a clerk’s contractions, the Latin worn pale where damp had found its way.
“Read it,” he said.
“You might say please. Men who say please get the truth a good deal faster, in my experience.”
“Read it, Miss Linfield.”
“That was not please, but it was at least my name.” She bent to the page and read without performing the reading, and at the foot, she set a fingertip to one line. “A deed of conveyance. A parcel settled on a younger son in the reign before last, copied badly from a worse original. You knew that already, or you would not have brought it to a stranger.”
“That is all you find?”
“That is not nearly all, and you are holding your breath, which tells me you know it is not.” She moved her finger a fraction. “Here. The date has been altered. The ink sits differently, the downstroke sharper. It seems like a newer pen and a steadier hand than the clerk ever owned. Someone wanted the grant to read older than it is.”
“A guess.”
“A reading. Call it a guess if it comforts you, but do not pay me for comfort. You cannot afford both that and the truth.” She straightened and held his gaze a beat longer than was comfortable. “They were careful, Your Grace. They simply used a black that has not had its century to fade. Forty more years and no one would catch it. You have caught it early. I imagine that is the whole of your trouble, and I imagine it is not yours alone.”
“What do you imagine by that?”
“That a forged date on a dead man’s deed is seldom forged for the dead man’s benefit. Someone living wanted the grant to read older. You are not old enough to be that someone, which leaves you keeping another man’s lie.” She watched him over the page. “And a man does not keep another man’s lie unless the lie can still reach out and bite him.”
“You imagine a great deal from one altered down-stroke.”
“I imagine nothing you have not already confirmed by going so very still.” She let the silence sit a moment. “You need not say it aloud. Your quiet has excellent penmanship, and I read every hand in this room.”
For a moment he said nothing, and the clock counted out the silence in small brass increments.
“No one has found that in under a week,” he said.
“Then you have employed the wrong people, as this room had already confessed to me.” She closed the folio with the care she would give a sleeping child. “Why does a man keep an altered deed instead of burning the proof of his own forgery?”
“Who told you the forgery was mine?”
“You did. Just now. An innocent man asks who forged it. A careful one asks who told me.” She slid the folio back across the table. “You ask the careful question, but I find I rather wish you had asked the innocent one.”
“Where does a woman learn to read a forger’s pen?”
“In the libraries of men rich enough to keep a forger. The honest poor own nothing worth altering.” She did not look up. “You learn a liar’s hand by handling a great quantity of his work. I have handled a great quantity.”
“Whose?”
“That is my catalogue, Your Grace, and not yours. You bought the use of my eyes for three months. My history was never any part of the price.”
“A woman with a history she will not name, found reading court seals in my library inside an afternoon.” He looked at her with new attention. “The room grows more interesting than its shelves.”
“The room grows nothing at all. You have merely arrived at it late, which is a habit of dukes and not a virtue of rooms.”
“You are a dangerous person to leave alone in a library.”
“I am the least dangerous person in this library, and you have not yet understood that, which is itself a danger to you and none at all to me.” She picked the pen back up. “Go and let me work. Or stay and be useful. I will not do both halves of a conversation, and you are presently doing neither.”
He stayed and reached past her for a ledger on the upper part of the table, and his arm came close along her shoulder. His warmth reached her through the sleeve before the limb did, and the scarred hand closed over the spine a finger’s breadth from her own.
She did not draw back. Flinching only ever taught a man he had been right to come close. So, she held still and took her own inventory instead.
“You hold a deed,” he said, near enough that the words moved the air by her ear, “as though it might wake.”
“It might tear. A different risk, the same care.” She turned her face up to his on purpose, to see what he would make of it. “You are reading me the way I read the deed.”
“I am. Most people who scold me look away when I look back. You do not.”
“Why should I? A woman who looks away has already conceded the room, and I concede nothing I have not been paid to concede.” She did not lower her chin. “You have paid me only to the end of the quarter, Your Grace, and never for my retreat.”
“I have nothing in this room worth more than your good opinion, and a great deal worth more than your bad one. Looking away would cost me both.” A single drop of ink fell to the blotter between them. “Step back, Your Grace. You stand too near for a man I have known not even an hour, and I have ink on my hands and no objection at all to your linen.”
“That is a threat.”
“It is a courtesy. The threat would have been quieter.” She held his gaze without blinking until he chose to move.
He stepped back, one pace, and the room was larger for it and oddly colder. She returned to her method, century by century, shelf by shelf, and the close of the afternoon carried her to the deepest corner, where a panel of shelving stood a little proud of the wall as though built to be moved. Behind a row of bound parliamentary records, her fingers met lacquer.
She drew it into the light. A box, black-lacquered and cold, the size to hold letters laid flat, its lid worked with a crest in worn gilt, a chevron rising beneath three small stars. Around the rim, in letters nearly smoothed by handling, ran a Latin motto she did not need to read, because she had traced its twin against her own breastbone on a pendant since she was old enough to ask whose it had been.
Her hand went to her collar before she had decided to move it.
“Put that down.”
She had not heard him cross the room.
“It sat behind the parliamentary records,” she said. “Uncatalogued. In no order at all. It has been hidden, Your Grace, and you have paid me precisely to find what has been hidden.”
“You were paid to catalogue a library. That is not the library.”
“Then tell me what it is.”
“Something you will set down.” He did not take it from her, which she marked. His hands stayed at his sides, as though he did not trust them to be gentle if he reached. “Leave the box. I will not ask a second time, and you will find me a great deal less charming when I stop asking.”
“I have not yet found you charming, so you risk very little.” She set it on the table between them and did not lift her fingers from the lid. “Whose crest is this?”
“Take your hand from the box.”
“You have answered every question I put to you this afternoon with a question of your own, and I have indulged it, because you pay me.” Her voice stayed level, and the levelness cost her more than it showed. “I will not be paid to ignore this one. Whose crest, and where did you come by it, and why is it walled up in a room you hired a stranger to set in order?”
“Because I did not expect the stranger to reach this wall in an afternoon.” He said it before he could stop it, and the saying of it dropped between them like a key on stone. “You work too quickly, Miss Linfield. It is the first careless thing I have known you to do.”
“And you answer too slowly, which is the second thing I have learned about you and by far the most useful. A man who guards a name this hard has already told me the name is worth guarding.”
“Careless.” Her hand stayed where it was on the lid. “I have been called a great many things in a great many libraries, Your Grace. Careless has never once been among them, and I will not take it from a man who walls treason up behind his Acts of Parliament and calls it shelving.”
“It is not treason.”
“Then it is something worse, or you would have let me read it and laughed at me for the trouble.” She kept her eyes fixed on his over the box. “Whose was it?”
He looked at her hand on the lid, then at her face, and whatever he found there changed his own in a way she could not read, and that frightened her past the box, past the crest and straight to the worn weight beneath her bodice.
“Take your hand from the box,” he said, quiet and careful now. “And do not ask me that again today. For your sake, not for mine.”
“You have known me an afternoon, Your Grace. You cannot have acquired a care for my sake between the door and this wall.”
“I have a care for the crest, and today the crest and your sake are the very same thing.” His voice did not rise, which was worse than if it had. “I would rather you did not learn why until I have decided what is to be done with you.”
She lifted her hand from the lid and stepped back. Her ink-stained fingers pressed flat to her collarbone, to the small worn medallion she had carried every day of her remembered life, and traced the letters there that she had traced ten thousand times. The same chevron beneath the same three stars, the worn motto smoothed almost to nothing under her own thumb.
“Veritas non sepelitur,” she whispered, to the box, to the crest, to no one, the way she had whispered it as a child without once being told the name it belonged to.
Chapter Two
“Do not light that candle.”
Giselle had her hand on the tinderbox before the words reached her, low and scraped raw out of the dark beyond the restricted shelves, and she went still with the flint half lifted. “Your Grace?”
“Lower your voice. Lower it a great deal further than that.”
“I will lower it when you tell me why I should.” A board took weight near the cold hearth, careful and uneven, the gait of a man who did not wish to be heard. “Why are you whispering in your own library at one in the morning?”
“Why are you in it? You were engaged to catalogue the place, not to haunt it.”
“I could not sleep. I have turned that box over in my mind since you took it out of my hands, and I came down to read the catalogue and not the box, but I find you lurking in the dark instead.” She set the tinderbox down by feel and did not let go of it. “You have not answered me. Why the dark?”
“Because the house is not empty in the way a house ought to be at this hour, and I would rather you discovered that quietly than loudly.”
“That is the sort of sentence men use when they have done something foolish and intend to do another.” She moved towards the sound of him along the edge of the long table, one hand out, and her palm came down on the back of a chair that should not have been pushed askew. “Stand where I can find you. I am no use to anyone breaking my shins on furniture that has wandered out of its place.”
“You are no use to me at all just now, which is the kindest thing I can say while keeping you alive. Go back upstairs, Miss Linfield.”
“I will go back upstairs the moment your voice stops sounding as though you have been running, and not a moment before.” Her hand found the edge of his sleeve, then the wet warmth soaking through it. The smell reached her half a second later, copper and salt and the iron tang of a butcher’s yard. “You are bleeding. You are bleeding a great deal, and you are standing here arguing with me about furniture.”
“It is a graze.”
“It is a graze the size of my hand, and it has not stopped.” She pressed her palm flat to it without asking leave, and he drew a breath through his teeth that he did not allow to become a sound. “Sit down. Sit before you fall, and I am left explaining to Mrs Marlowe why her duke is unconscious among his own Acts of Parliament.”
The scream came up her throat the moment her eyes found his face, grey and slick at the temple, and his hand rose fast and closed over her mouth before the sound could leave her.
“If you scream, we both die,” he said against her ear, and the flatness of it was worse than any shout. “There were three. Two have gone over the south wall, I think. I am not certain of the third. You will nod, and you will not make that sound again.”
She nodded once, and he took his hand from her mouth slowly, his palm leaving its warmth behind on her lips, and the scream went back down where it had come from.
“Three men,” she said, very low. “In the house. And you came down to meet them with no servant, no light and nothing in your hands but your own opinion of yourself.”
“I had a pistol. It is somewhere on the floor, and it is empty, which is the entire reason we are whispering and not shouting.” He let the shelves take the weight his legs were tired of holding. “Lock the gallery door. The far one. Then you may abuse my opinion of myself at whatever length pleases you.”
“You will not ring for help?”
“I will not.”
“A man bleeds in his own house in the middle of the night and refuses to call his own footmen.” She crossed to the gallery door and turned the key, and the bolt went home with a small definite sound that closed the two of them in together. “Tell me why, and be quick about it, because you have lost enough blood to make you foolish, and I would rather have your reasons while you can still assemble them.”
“Because I do not know which of them I pay.”
The words settled in the dark between them.
“Someone drew the bolt on the area door tonight and left it drawn,” he continued, lowering his voice further. “Someone admitted three armed men into a locked house and let them depart again unchallenged. I keep forty servants, Miss Linfield. I would trust perhaps four of them with my life, and tonight I cannot tell you which four. So, I will bleed in the dark with a sharp-tongued archivist and call it the lesser of two evils.”
“Who walks three armed men past your gates in the dark, Your Grace? Not a thief. A thief takes the plate and is gone before you wake.”
“Not a thief.”
“Then a man who wanted one thing in this house, and knew it was here, and also knew the hour you would be least guarded.” She heard her own certainty and did not soften it. “That is not a burglary. That is an appointment, and someone in your household helped to keep it.”
“You reach the ugly conclusion a good deal faster than I did, and I have had seventeen years at it.”
“I have had a lifetime of being lied to. It sharpens the arithmetic wonderfully.” She crossed back to him. “Who is he, the man who helped them in?”
“If I knew, he would already be gone from my house and my memory both.”
“Then your sharp-tongued archivist had better stop the bleeding, since you have disqualified everyone with the training to do it.” She knelt and set her hands to the buttons of his waistcoat, brisk and impersonal, with the same care she gave a damaged binding.
“Hold still. I am going to open your shirt. You are going to permit it, and neither of us will make anything of it, because I have your blood under my nails and that has always spoiled romance for me.”
“You wound me worse than the shot did.”
“The shot at least had the manners to be quick about it.” She parted the linen where it had gone dark and stiff, and the wound showed along the side of his ribs, a long furrow ploughed clean across the muscle, ugly, shallow and still welling.
“It has not gone in. It ran along the bone and out again. You are luckier than you deserve and a great deal luckier than you behave.”
“You are very calm for a woman with a duke’s blood to her wrists.”
“I am calm because panic has never once persuaded a wound to close, and I have tested the matter from both directions.” She wiped her palm on the ruined hem.
“Tell me what you require.”
“Clean linen, a quantity of it, and there is none in this room, which leaves me a single source.” She sat back on her heels and reached beneath the hem of her gown before she could think better of it, and her fingers found the seam of her petticoat and tore. The fabric gave with a long bright rip, baring her stocking to the knee and the green garter ribbon tied above it. “Do not look.”
“I am bleeding to death. I shall look at whatever I please.”
“You are not bleeding to death, and if you keep talking like that, I shall bind it too tight on purpose and call it an accident.” She folded the strip lengthwise and pressed the pad of it hard into the furrow, and his whole body went rigid beneath her hands. “There. Breathe. It always hurts worse before it hurts less.”
“A great comfort. Did you learn by binding books?”
“I learned it from binding a printer’s apprentice who put his hand through a press.” She drew the strip around his ribs, and her arms came around him to pass the end behind his back, which set her face close to the side of his throat. “He did not flirt with me while I did it, you understand. I have begun to think that as a failure of imagination on his part.”
“You are very near my throat for a woman who claims not to make anything of these things.”
“I am near your throat because the bandage requires it, and because you are too proud to lean the way I need you to lean.” The heat came off his skin against her cheek, and the fast knock of his pulse moved beneath the very scar she had marked that afternoon. “Lean forward, Your Grace. I cannot tie what I cannot reach, and I will not have you bleeding through my best petticoat for nothing.”
“It is a fine petticoat, judging by the sound it made giving up its life.”
“It was the finest I own, and you will replace it. You are the reason it is now a bandage, and I warn you I have ruinous taste in linen and no shame whatever about a duke’s accounts.”
“I begin to understand why the Strattons parted with you.”
“The Strattons wept when I left. You are welcome to write and ask them once you have stopped bleeding on me.” She set her hand flat on his shoulder. “Lean.”
“And if I will not?”
“Then you will bleed upright, and grow faint, and I shall tell the whole house you swooned at the sight of my garter and had to be revived.” She pressed, gentle and unarguable. “Lean, Your Grace.”
“You are a tyrant with a strip of petticoat.”
“I have no needle to hand. Be grateful. If I had a needle, you would be a great deal quieter and I would be a great deal happier.” She steadied him with one hand. “Now lean.”
He leaned forward, and the movement brought his mouth to her hair, and his breath stirred it once before he spoke. “You are not afraid of me.”
“I am a little afraid of you. I am simply more afraid of you bleeding than of you talking, and I am managing my fears in the order they have earned.” She caught the strip behind him and drew it taut. As she did, her knuckles passed across ridged skin lower on his side, old scars, three of them, raised and white, grouped close where no graze had ever been. Her hands stopped of their own accord. “These are not from tonight.”
He did not answer at once.
“These are not of tonight, nor of any honest accident either. I have examined enough to distinguish a wound hastily closed from one deliberately inflicted.” She set her fingertip lightly to the nearest of them. “Three. Close together. Someone held you while they did this.”
“Tie the bandage, Miss Linfield.”
“I am tying it. I am also asking who put three blades in your side and left you alive to grow scars over them.” She knotted the strip at his flank, firm and flat, and her fingers stayed against the old marks longer than the knot required. “And whether the men over your south wall tonight were the same men, come back to finish what they began. You may answer in your own time. I have a great deal of patience and no intention at all of leaving.”
“You are not going to go,” he said, and it was not a question.
“No. I have lost the taste for leaving a room before I have understood it, and I understand almost nothing in this one yet.”
“You ask questions the way other women breathe.”
“I ask questions because no one in my life has ever once offered me an answer unasked. I learned young that silence is kept for the keeper and never for the asker.” She lifted her hand from his side at last.
“There. It will hold until morning, provided you do nothing heroic, which I am aware must be impossible for you.”
The pain spiked then, and his hand shot out and closed over hers where it rested on his knee. The long fingers folded her whole hand inside his until the knuckles ached, and he held on the way a drowning man holds to whatever floats. She did not pull away. She turned her hand within his and set her palm to his, giving him something to grip that would not break. They stayed so in the dark while the bandage between them went slowly dark again at its edges.
“Breathe,” she said, before she could hold the words. “I have you. It will pass.”
“Giselle.” Her name came out of him stripped of the title and the surname and the cool distance he had held all afternoon, and it landed in the dark like a thing he had not meant to set down. “Forgive me. I have not earned your Christian name, but I find I have taken it regardless.”
“You may keep it for tonight.” She did not let go of his hand. “Tonight you may call me whatever keeps you upright. We return to Miss Linfield in the morning, when you are a duke again, and I am again the woman who scolds your filing, and neither of us will mention that you said it like that.”
“Said it like what?”
“As though it cost you something to say.” Her thumb moved once across the back of his scarred hand. She allowed herself that, and then she made herself be still. “Do not make me find a meaning in it, Your Grace. I have spent my whole life finding meanings in things written for other people, but I am tired, and you are bleeding, and the hour flatters neither of us.”
His grip eased as the pain ebbed, and still he did not let her go, and she did not ask it of him.
“You are trembling,” he said.
“I am cold. The fire is out, the hour is wicked, and I have given my best petticoat to your ribs. Do not flatter yourself; it is anything finer than the cold.”
“I would not dare.”
“You would dare a great deal, Your Grace. You simply do not have the blood left for it tonight, which is the only reason I am still kneeling here and not halfway up the stairs.”
“There is a thing I must tell you”, he said. “Not the whole of it. I do not have the strength for the whole of it tonight, and you do not have the safety. But you found a crest this afternoon you should never have come near.”
“You said that already, and you said it like a man closing a door.”
“I close doors for a living. It is the largest part of what a title is for.” The breath he drew caught on the wound. “I am trying to hold one of them open for you, which is not a thing I am in the habit of doing, and you are making it a great deal harder by being clever with me while I bleed.”
“Then stop holding it ajar and tell me what stands behind it.”
“Your mother’s name is in some papers I have spent seventeen years pretending I never read. The men who came over my wall came because somewhere in this house there is proof of a thing a very great person would rather have stayed buried.” He breathed against the pain. “That is more than I meant to give you in the dark with a blade perhaps still in my house.”
Her hand went cold inside his. “What was my mother to you, that her name should be in your papers at all?”
“That is the part I cannot give you tonight.”
“That is the part you will give me first, or I will walk out of this room, ring every bell in the house and let your forty servants and your one traitor settle the matter among themselves.” Her voice held level only by an effort that scraped her throat raw. “You do not say my mother to me and then go quiet. Not to me. Not with your blood drying under my fingernails.”
“Helena,” he said, as though the word had edges that cut on the way out. “Her name was Helena. The men hunting these papers knew her. One of them has desired her family’s ruin since before you were born. That is all I will say in the dark. The rest you shall have when there are walls between us and those who would climb them, and not an hour before.”
The name went through her like cold water down her spine.
She had three letters in a tin box under a floorboard in a rented room two miles distant, each signed with that name in a hand she had taught herself to copy as a girl, for the private comfort of pretending the woman still wrote to her. In all her years of asking, she had never once heard another living soul say it aloud.
“How do you know my mother’s name?” she whispered. “How does a duke I met this morning come to carry the name my mother signed to letters no one else has ever read?”
His mouth opened, and beyond the locked gallery door, out in the dark of the long corridor, a single board took the careful weight of a foot that did not wish to be heard, and then another, and the footsteps came on towards the library.
Chapter Three
“Get behind the shelf. Now, and without a sound.”
Royce had her by the wrist before she could put breath behind the question shaping on her mouth.
“Which shelf? There is nothing in this corner but wall and unread sermons.”
“That one. Press the third sermon in the bottom row, and do not argue architecture with a bleeding man.” He set her hand to the spine himself, the catch gave under their joined thumbs, and the case swung in on a black slot barely deep enough to hold a man sideways.
“In. All the way to the wall.”
“And you intend to stand where, precisely?”
“Wherever there is room left, which I warn you is not a great deal. In, Giselle.”
She slid into the dark of the slot, and he came in after her and drew the case shut by the iron ring set into its back. The dark folded over them, close and total, thick with the cold of old stone.
There was no room in it to be a gentleman. The slot took them only because she stood with her spine flat to the wall and he stood square against her, chest to chest, his bandaged side burning where her shoulder pressed it. He braced his free hand on the stone above her head and bent his mouth to where he judged her ear to be.
“They will come in through the gallery. They will look, but they will not look here, because no living soul knows this place but me.”
“You said that of the box this afternoon, and you were wrong by one archivist.”
“You are not amusing.”
“I am a little amusing, even now, which is the only thing keeping me from screaming.” Her breath shook against his throat. “Tell me what to do.”
“You do nothing. When they speak, you will not answer, whatever they say, whatever name they say. Can you give me that?”
Her chin moved against his collarbone, the smallest yes that a body could make.
“Good,” he breathed. “Then we are very dull for a quarter hour, and we both walk out at the end of it.”
“You are bleeding on me again.”
“I am aware of it. Be dull about that too.”
The gallery door opened without haste, which told him a great deal, since honest or frightened men hurried, and only a man who held a house his for the hour came in slowly. Two sets of boots crossed the threshold, and a third behind them, lighter, a man who walked on the outsides of his feet to keep the boards quiet.
“Empty,” said the first voice, bored. “He has been traced. Bled all over his own carpet and crawled off to die somewhere private and inconvenient.”
“He didn’t crawl far on what he left.” A boot nudged something that scraped. “That’s a deal of blood for a graze, and a graze is all you managed. You’re getting old, or careless, and his Lordship pays for neither.”
“His Lordship can climb the wall himself next time and see how careless I am.”
“Mind your mouth,” said the third, the quiet one, unhurried as his feet.
“We weren’t sent for the man, and we weren’t sent to hear your complaints. We were sent for the Linfield packet. Find it, and we shall be gone before the candles burn down.”
The name went into her like a thrown blade. Her whole body locked against his, one hard flinch caught the instant it began, and her breath stopped in her chest where his own could measure it stopping. He brought his palm up to the side of her face before the choice reached him, his fingers along her jaw, the heel of his hand at the corner of her mouth. She had made no sound for him to smother. He gave her his hand to set herself against instead, and she turned her cheek a fraction into it and held.
“What does this packet look like?” the bored one said. “There are ten thousand bits of paper in here. I’ve stood in courtrooms with less.”
“Old. A marriage line. A settlement. Anything carrying the Westmere arms, which is a chevron under three stars, and anything written in a woman’s hand.” A shelf dragged, books spilling softly to the floor. “His Lordship wants it in his own fist before the week is out, and done so quietly that the duke wakes thinking he dreamt the lot of us.”
“And the one who let us in? Will he keep his mouth shut?”
“His Lordship never uses the same hand twice. Forget him.”
“And if the packet’s not in the house at all?”
“Then we have a longer week. It is here, or near here, because the woman who hid it died within a mile of these walls, and dead women do not travel far with their secrets.”
“Twenty years she’s been under the ground. Why does his Lordship want her dug up now?”
“Because someone went looking. A scholar, the word is, asking after old parish marriages in three counties, the kind of question you only ask when you mean to prove a thing. Find the paper before the scholar does. That is the whole of the order, and the reason we are not in our beds.”
“One dead woman’s leavings,” the bored voice grumbled.
“All this creeping about for a settlement on a girl no one’s set eyes on in twenty years.”
“That girl is the whole of the business.” The quiet one spoke again, nearer now, a hand’s span of false shelving from where Royce stood breathing slowly. “If that packet says what his Lordship fears it says, then there is a claimant alive to a matter that was meant to die with the mother. We burn the paper, or we carry it to Veyr, and either way the claim goes into the dark where it was always meant to lie.”
“You said the name.”
“There’s no one to hear it but rats and a dead duke. Veyr. Lord Veyr. Say it till you’re hoarse; it’ll be on no living tongue by morning, and his coat will be as clean as it was the day he was born.” A drawer slid and slammed. “Court discretion, they call it upstairs. Careful murder in better tailoring is the whole of what it is. Lift the panels along the south wall and stop talking.”
They worked the room a full quarter hour, and Royce counted every second in the warm, slow seep down his side where the bandage had given out at last. The blood ran where her hip met his, and he canted himself a degree to keep it off her gown, which cost his braced arm the last of what it held.
Her hand had found the front of his shirt somewhere in the dark, and he laid his own over it and held it shut, giving her the one thing the dark allowed: the knowledge that she was not alone inside it.
The boots went out as they had come, in no hurry at all. The gallery door closed softly, and the house took back its ordinary silence one careful degree at a time.
He did not move at once. He counted to two hundred, slowly, the way he had taught himself to count in a worse dark than this one. Then he found the ring, let the case swing open on the grey wash of the library, and stepped out into the cold air of the room like a man breaking the surface of deep water.
She came out after him and turned on him before her feet were fairly under her.
“They came into your house with knives, in the dark, for the Linfield packet,” she said. “That is my name in their mouths, Your Grace. My name.”
“It is.”
“That is all the answer you have. It is?”
“What would you have me add? They said your name; I heard them say it, and no embroidery of mine will make it less true.” He drew a careful breath. “I find plain words are the only ones I can afford tonight.”
“My name, the Westmere arms, a marriage line, and a claimant who was supposed to die with her mother.” Her voice climbed, but she dragged it down again by force. “And there is a man in your own household selling your doors for coin. You will tell me what is in that packet, and you will tell me while the blood you are losing still recommends honesty to you.”
“Sit down before you fall. You have had a worse fright than you are letting yourself have.”
“Do not manage me. I have been managed by experts, and you are not yet among their number.” She gripped the table rather than take the chair.
“Start with the simple question, then, since you flinch from the hard one. Who is the servant who let them in?”
“I do not know, and I am unlikely ever to. Veyr buys a hand for one night, and the hand is gone by morning, paid and at sea, which is precisely why I rang for no one tonight.” He let the table take his weight, because his legs had begun to lie to him about how long they meant to serve. “I cannot guard against the man, only against the method. Until Veyr himself is finished, every door in this house stays watched, and every footman is a stranger to me.”
“Then you are alone in a house of forty people.”
“I have been alone in this house since the night I came home from the place I earned these scars. You are merely the first person to stand close enough to notice.” He pressed his hand flat to the wound.
“They will come back. They said it themselves. A man who sells one door sells the next.”
“They will come back, though not tonight, and not this week, if I make the house costly enough between now and then.” He breathed against the pain. “Tonight you go nowhere. Tomorrow, you do not step past the threshold without me at your shoulder, and you tell no one, not the dearest friend you own, that the name Helena means a thing to you.”
“I have no dearest friend. I have qualifications and a pendant. That is the whole of my estate, and I have just heard three men plan to murder me for the second item.”
“Then guard the pendant. Stop wearing it where a lady’s maid might catch the shape of it through your bodice.”
“And if I do not take it off?”
“Then wear it against the skin, beneath your stays, where only a husband would have cause to look.” The word was out of him before he had weighed it, but he did not call it back. “Ask the next question. You are working towards one, and I would rather you arrived than circled it all night.”
“What is in the packet?”
“I do not have it. Whatever those three came for is not in my keeping. If it were, I would have burned it years ago, and neither of us would be wearing my blood tonight.”
“That is not what I asked, and you are aware that it is not.”
“I am aware.” The wound pulled with each breath. “Ask me a thing I can answer without fitting a rope to your neck, and I will answer it honestly and at length. Ask me what is in that paper, and I will lie, and you read hands far too well to forgive a lie, so let us both be spared the performance.”
“Then I will not ask what is in it. I will ask what it would do.” She held the table and held his eyes both. “A marriage line, a settlement, the Westmere arms on a woman’s paper. Such a thing would make a wife of a woman they called a mistress, and a lawful child of a child they called nothing, and a claimant of that child to whatever the marriage entitled her. Tell me I have read it wrong.”
“You have not read it wrong.”
“Then I did not need you to tell me what is in the packet. You have just told me what it is for, and you did it without a rope in sight.” Something fierce and frightened moved behind her composure.
“I am very good at my work, Your Grace. You hired me for it. Do not be surprised when I do it to you.”
“I am not surprised. I am a little afraid, which is a different and more useful thing.” He inclined his head a fraction. “Ask your harder question now. You have earned the right to put it plainly.”
“Then answer this, and look at me as you do it.” She came a step nearer, near enough that the grey light found the wet shine her eyes would not spill. “Did you engage me to put your library in order? Or did you engage me because of a name?”
He had a lie ready, smooth and kind, a thousand of them readied before this one. He opened his mouth to give it to her, but it would not come. The lie weighed the heavier of the two on the scale, which had not happened to him in longer than he cared to count.
“That,” he said, “is the very question I asked you to spare us both.”
“It is not an answer.”
“It is the only one you will have tonight, and you will understand the reason before you understand anything else, and I am sorry, which is a word I spend on almost no one living.” He got himself upright by an act of will. “There were three men in this house a while ago who would have opened your throat as readily as mine the moment they understood whose face you wear. You are alive precisely as long as they do not understand it.”
“Then teach me to wear it better, instead of deciding for me how much truth my neck can bear.” She had not surrendered the step she had taken. “I have carried my whole self on three letters and a pendant I cannot read. I have wanted one true sentence about my mother since I was old enough to want anything at all. Do not stand there bleeding through my petticoat and tell me I am too brittle to learn who hunts me.”
“You are not brittle. That is precisely the trouble.” He held her gaze without letting it drop. “A brittle woman I could frighten into a carriage and send to the coast and never think of again. You will not go, you will not stop asking, and you will get yourself killed being right, and I find I would mind that a great deal more than is convenient for either of us.”
She was quiet for a moment. “That is the most honest thing you have said tonight, and you said it entirely by accident.”
“I say the most honest things by accident. It is the dishonest ones I labour over.”
“Then labour less. It suits you badly, and me not at all.” Her voice gentled and then hardened again, as though she resented the gentling. “Give me enough to stay alive being right. Who was my mother to you that her name should be in your papers at all?”
“Your mother’s name lay in papers I read a long time ago and was paid to forget.” The words came slowly and evenly. “I did not forget them. The man who paid me to forget is the man those three named. He has wanted your mother’s family ruined since before you drew your first breath. He is patient, he is protected, and tonight he has learned there is a young woman in my library with the right surname and the right eyes.”
“Eyes.” She said the word as though it cost her coin she did not have. “You have looked at my face and seen a dead woman. That is the thing you hired into your house.”
“I have looked at your face and seen a great deal more than a dead woman, which is the inconvenience I have been nursing all night.” He did not soften it. “But yes. The first thing I saw across that table this afternoon was Helena, and I have been trying to unsee her since, for your sake, but with no success at all.”
“Veyr.” The trembling left her by degrees, and something colder took its place, the stillness of a mind laying papers side by side on a table. “Is that the name?”
He looked at her for a long moment, and he set the last small mercy of his silence against the larger cruelty of arming her with everything but the target.
“Yes,” he said. “His name is Veyr.”
She did not gasp, and she did not stagger, and the stillness of her unnerved him worse than either would have. The colour went out of her face the way it leaves a person who hears spoken aloud a name they have carried alone in the dark for years, and her hand rose to her collarbone, to the pendant hidden beneath her bodice, and her lips shaped a word she did not let out.
“You know it,” he said. It was not a question.
“There is a letter. One of my three.” Her voice had worn to almost nothing. “Half of it burned away before it ever reached my hands. The part that lived carries a name in my mother’s own hand, underlined twice, and I have read it ten thousand times.” Her eyes lifted to his, and the scholar had gone out of them, and what stood there instead was the child who had traced a dead stranger’s signature for the comfort of pretending she was loved. “I never once knew whether it was a place, or a person, or a prayer. It says Veyr.”
