CHAPTER ONE
“The children are in the nursery, Miss Grace. I should warn you…”
A sudden loud crashing sound shattered the quiet of the room and was immediately followed by a piercing shriek.
Finally, there came a peculiar, wet thud against the pane, a sound resembling a common toad launched with singular purpose against the glass.
“…they are quite spirited,” Mrs. Kemp finished, her tone carrying the weight of long experience.
Mel Grace stood in the entrance hall of Hartfell House, rain still dripping from the hem of her travelling cloak, and considered the ceiling above her as though she might divine the nature of the chaos through sheer force of practical assessment. She had arrived on a Tuesday, which she had always considered a sensible sort of day, neither burdened by the optimism of Monday nor weighted by the exhaustion of week’s end. Tuesdays were devoted to the steady dispatch of business and the modest commencement of tasks that required no grand display.
The advertisement had been straightforward enough; three children, country estate, generous salary, references preferred but not required.
That last part should have been a warning.
“Spirited,” Mel repeated, testing the word as one might test the floorboards of an unfamiliar house.
“I see.”
Mrs. Kemp was a stout woman of perhaps sixty years, with the sort of face that suggested she had once possessed a sense of humour and had since misplaced it somewhere between the wine cellar and the nursery stairs. Her cap sat slightly askew, and there was what appeared to be a smear of jam on her otherwise immaculate apron. She regarded Mel with an expression that hovered between desperate hope and profound scepticism.
“The last governess lasted three weeks,” Mrs. Kemp said. “The one before her, two. The one before that managed six days before she declared the youngest child possessed by demons and fled to the village church for sanctuary.”
“And was she?” Mel asked. “Possessed by demons, I mean. The child, not the governess.”
Mrs. Kemp blinked. “I… no, Miss Grace. She is merely… energetic.”
“Then I suspect the church was unnecessary.” Mel removed her gloves with the methodical precision that characterised most of her movements. She was not a woman who rushed, nor one who dawdled. She simply proceeded, as inevitable as Tuesday itself.
“Shall I go up?”
Another crash echoed from above, followed by what sounded like a small voice declaring, “I am the queen of this curtain.”
Mrs. Kemp winced. “Perhaps I should accompany you.”
“That won’t be necessary.” Mel folded her gloves and placed them in her reticule with a calmness that seemed to unsettle the housekeeper more than reassure her.
“I have been a governess for six years, Mrs. Kemp. I have managed children who refused to eat anything but pudding, children who communicated exclusively through interpretive screaming, and one memorable boy who was convinced he was a horse and would only answer to ‘Thunder.’ I’m certain I can manage spirited.”
She did not mention that the horse-child had eventually bitten her, or that the screaming children had given her a permanent wariness of high-pitched sounds, or that she still could not look at pudding without a faint twitch developing beneath her left eye. A governess learned to present confidence as fact, even when experience suggested otherwise.
The stairs at Hartfell House were wide and well-maintained, the sort of stairs that spoke of money and careful attention. The banisters gleamed with polish and the carpet, though worn in places, was of good quality. Mel noted these details as she climbed, filing them away in the mental ledger she kept of every household she entered. A house is a most reliable witness to the habits of its masters, should one know how to listen.
This house said someone with means cares about appearances. Someone with means cares about comfort. Someone with means is paying a generous salary for a governess position that requires no references.
The question, of course, was why.
She had been told the children were orphans. Nieces of a reclusive gentleman who served as their benefactor. It was a common enough arrangement, and Mel had not questioned it when Mr. Grieves, the man of business who had conducted her interview, had explained the situation with careful vagueness. Orphans of quality required governesses. Reclusive gentlemen required discretion. The salary required competence, which she possessed in abundance.
But the carpet was too fine and the house too well-staffed for three orphaned children of a man who never visited.
This does not require your attention, Mel reminded herself as she reached the top of the stairs. You are here to educate children, not to solve mysteries.
The nursery door stood slightly ajar, and through the gap Mel could see movement, a flash of pale fabric, the suggestion of small limbs in motion, what appeared to be either a very large insect or a very small hat sailing through the air.
She paused, adjusted her posture and arranged her expression into one of pleasant neutrality that betrayed nothing of the chaos she was about to enter.
Then she pushed open the door.
The scene that greeted her would have sent a lesser woman directly back down the stairs and out into the rain without pause for breath or bonnet. Three children occupied the nursery in various states of disorder, each one engaged in an activity that suggested the previous governesses had taught them nothing whatsoever about decorum, or perhaps had simply given up trying.
The eldest, or at least the one who appeared to have appointed herself in charge, stood upon a chair near the window, lecturing the empty air with the conviction of a tiny parliamentarian delivering a speech to an invisible House of Lords. She had dark hair pulled back in braids that were already escaping their ribbons, a pointed chin that suggested opinions, and the sort of posture that dared anyone to question her authority.
“And furthermore,” she was saying, one finger raised for emphasis, “…the schedule for afternoon activities will be determined by merit and seniority, which means I decide, because I am the eldest by twelve minutes and that is a significant margin.”
Beneath the large oak table that dominated the centre of the room, a second child had constructed what appeared to be a fortress of books and cushions. Mel could see only a pair of eyes peering out from the shadows, wide and watchful, tracking her entrance with the wariness of a small creature who had learned that new adults generally meant trouble.
The third child was hanging from the curtain rod.
She had climbed the heavy drapes with what must have been considerable determination, for the fabric was thick velvet and not designed for scaling, and she now dangled approximately four feet from the ground with her legs wrapped around the rod and her braids swinging freely below her. In one hand, she clutched what was unmistakably a toad.
“Good afternoon,” Mel said, in the same tone she might have used to greet a duchess at a garden party.
“I’m Miss Grace. I’m your new governess.”
The child on the chair turned to assess her with eyes that missed nothing. She had, Mel noted, the particular expression of someone who was already calculating weaknesses and filing them away for future exploitation.
“The last one cried on the first day,” the girl said.
“I don’t cry on Tuesdays.”
“What about Wednesdays?”
“Wednesdays are for arithmetic. There’s no time for crying.”
The girl’s study of her was as thorough as an examination in court. Her gaze swept over Mel’s plain grey travelling dress, her practical boots, the sensible knot of brown hair that required no attention and made no statement beyond this woman has better things to do than fuss with curling irons.
“I’m Annabelle,” she announced finally. “But everyone calls me Anna. I’m in charge.”
“Are you?”
“Yes. I’m the eldest. By twelve minutes.”
“So I heard.” Mel inclined her head a degree, as one diplomat acknowledging another. “Melanie Grace. Mel, to those who have earned the shortening. Which, at present, is no one in this room.”
“What must one do to earn it?”
“Competence, patience and a reasonable record of not climbing the curtains.”
The child on the curtain rod, who had been following the conversation with interest, made a small sound of protest.
“The rule is recent,” Mel added, without looking up.
“It is subject to revision.”
Mel turned her attention to the book-fortress beneath the table, where those watchful eyes had not blinked once since her arrival.
“And who might be hiding under there?”
The eyes retreated further into shadow.
“That’s Viola,” Anna supplied, with the air of someone introducing a particularly difficult piece of furniture.
“She doesn’t talk to new people, or most old people, or really anyone except us, and sometimes the cat. She’s actually quite shy.”
“I see.” Mel did not crouch down or attempt to coax the child out. She had learned, over six years and countless shy children, that nothing sent them further into hiding than well-meaning adults trying to draw them forth. Instead, she simply nodded at the shadows and said, “Good afternoon, Viola. There’s no need to come out until you’re ready. I’m told the view from under tables is quite underrated.”
A tiny breath, almost inaudible, suggested surprise. The eyes, Mel noticed, had stopped retreating.
Which left only the child on the curtain rod.
Mel looked up. The child looked down. The toad, clutched firmly in one grubby hand, looked in no particular direction, being a toad and therefore exempt from the social obligations of eye contact.
“And you must be the one who is neither the eldest nor the hiding one,” Mel said.
“I’m Thistle.” The girl showed no inclination to descend from her perch. If anything, she seemed to be considering climbing higher, perhaps to the ceiling itself.
“Do you like toads?”
“I don’t dislike them.”
“His name is Brutus.”
Mel regarded the toad, which was indeed a handsome specimen, if one were inclined to find handsomeness in creatures that were predominantly composed of warts and existential indifference.
“A strong name for a toad.”
Thistle’s face split into a grin of pure, unfiltered delight. She had been prepared for screaming, Mel realised. She had been prepared for the horrified recoil that most adults offered when presented with amphibians at close range. She had not been prepared for acceptance.
“He’s my best friend,” Thistle said. “After Anna and Viola, and Mr. Whiskers. But Mr. Whiskers scratched me yesterday when I tried to ride him, so maybe he’s not my friend anymore. Do you want to hold Brutus?”
“Perhaps after you’ve come down from there. I find that curtain rod negotiations are best conducted on solid ground.”
Thistle considered this, then released her grip and dropped to the floor with the casual grace of someone for whom gravity was merely a suggestion. She landed on her feet like a cat, with her long braids swinging, and presented Brutus with both hands extended.
“He likes to sit on shoulders,” she said. “But he doesn’t like Miss Kemp because she screamed at him… twice.”
“I shall endeavour not to scream.” Mel accepted the toad with the same gravity she might have accepted a letter of introduction from a viscountess. Brutus regarded her with his bulbous, unblinking eyes, and she regarded him back with what she hoped was appropriate solemnity.
“How do you do, Brutus.”
Brutus, being a toad, did not reply.
From her chair, Anna was watching this exchange with an expression that had shifted from scepticism to something approaching cautious interest.
“You’re not afraid of toads.”
“I have little energy for fear of things that cannot actually harm me.” Mel returned Brutus to Thistle, who immediately stuffed him into the pocket of her pinafore, where he presumably settled into whatever comfort a pocket could offer a toad.
“Curtain rods, however, can cause significant injury when climbed. We shall discuss alternative climbing opportunities later.”
“There are no alternative climbing opportunities,” Anna said. “I’ve checked.”
“Then we shall create some. A proper climbing structure, perhaps, in the garden.”
Thistle’s eyes went wide. “You can do that?”
“One can do most things, if one plans properly and asks the right people.” Mel turned in a slow circle, observing every detail as though committing it to memory. The room was large and well-appointed, with tall windows that let in the grey Cornish light, walls lined with bookshelves that were stocked with more volumes than most lending libraries could boast, and furniture that had clearly been selected with both quality and durability in mind. Someone had expected these children to be hard on their surroundings.
The chaos, she could see now, was not malicious. It was simply the natural state of three intelligent children who had been left too long without structure, without consistency, without an adult who stayed.
“Now then,” she said, turning back to face them.
“I have some questions. Anna, you are clearly the authority on household procedures. What time is tea?”
Anna straightened on her chair, visibly pleased to have her expertise acknowledged.
“Four on the hour Mrs. Kemp brings it up, but she always forgets that Viola doesn’t like the crusts on her sandwiches and Thistle isn’t allowed jam anymore after the incident.”
“What incident?”
“We don’t speak of it.”
“I see. And bedtime?”
“Eight on the hour. But Thistle never goes to sleep until at least nine because she says her brain is too full of thoughts.”
“My brain is too full of thoughts,” Thistle confirmed. “Important thoughts about bugs and climbing and what would happen if I dug a really big hole.”
“All vital areas of consideration.” Mel looked toward the table.
“Viola, what are you reading under there?”
A momentary stillness hung in the air; then, in a voice so hushed that Mel had to strain to hear it, she whispered: “Robinson Crusoe.”
“An excellent choice. Have you reached the part with the footprint yet?”
A second pause lingered, longer this time, and then in a tone scarcely audible:
“Yes.”
“That part made me check behind my door for three nights when I was young.” Mel said this conversationally, as though sharing a confidence between equals.
“I was convinced there were mysterious visitors everywhere.”
From beneath the table came a sound that might have been, in a more confident child, a giggle. It wasn’t quite that, but it was close.
Anna was staring at Mel with an expression of dawning reassessment, the look of someone who had expected one thing and received quite another.
“The last governess made Viola put the book away. She said reading in poor light would ruin her eyes.”
“Reading in poor light might strain her eyes temporarily. But forbidding books ruins the spirit permanently, and the spirit is considerably harder to repair.” Mel clasped her hands before her.
“Now. I shall need approximately one hour to speak with Mrs. Kemp about household routines and unpack my trunk. During that time, I expect the following: Anna, you will create a list of all current schedules and procedures as you understand them. Viola, you may continue reading, but I would appreciate it if you would note any particularly interesting passages to share later. Thistle, Brutus will need to visit the garden for his afternoon constitutional, and you will need to wash your hands afterward.”
“Brutus doesn’t have afternoon constitutionals,” Thistle said.
“All creatures benefit from fresh air and the opportunity to sit upon a rock. I’m certain Brutus would agree if he could speak.”
Thistle looked down at the pocket where Brutus presumably resided. After a moment, she nodded.
“He says yes.”
“Excellent. We understand each other.” Mel moved toward the door, then paused and looked back over her shoulder.
“One more thing. I do not make promises I cannot keep. So I will not promise to stay forever, because forever is a very long time and none of us can know what it will hold. But I will promise you this: I will not leave without saying goodbye. And I will not leave because you are difficult, or spirited, or prone to climbing curtain rods. I have managed far more challenging situations than three clever girls and a toad.”
She did not wait for a response. She simply walked out, closing the door behind her with a quiet click.
In the corridor, she allowed herself one long breath, then another. The tight knot that had formed beneath her ribs during the journey, the familiar anxiety of entering yet another strange household, began to loosen.
They were not what she had expected. They were far better.
Intelligent, certainly. Starved for attention, obviously. Desperate for someone who would see them as they actually were rather than as problems to be managed. She had known children like this before, in grander houses and poorer ones, and they were always the same beneath the surface: small people who had learned too young that adults could not be trusted to stay.
I will not leave because you are difficult.
She had meant it. She had also meant it every other time she had thought something similar, and she had left those positions eventually, for one reason or another. A house that could not pay. A master who looked at her too long. A mistress who accused her of theft she had not committed. The world was full of reasons for leaving, and Mel had learned to keep her trunk packed in her mind even when it sat unpacked in her room.
But something about Hartfell House felt different. Something about those three girls, with their chaos and their loyalty and their desperate need for consistency, felt like a lock she might have the key to.
Don’t be foolish, she told herself as she descended the stairs. It’s just another position. They’re just another family.
But she was already planning the climbing structure. Already considering which books she might introduce to Viola to coax her out from under the table. Already wondering what time of day was best for toad constitutionals.
Downstairs, she found Mrs. Kemp hovering near the kitchen door with an expression that suggested she had been listening for screams.
“Miss Grace,” the housekeeper said, relief and confusion warring on her face.
“You’re… still here.”
“I am. The children and I have reached an understanding.”
“An understanding?”
“Brutus requires afternoon walks. Climbing structures must be investigated. And no one is permitted to cry on Tuesdays.” Mel allowed herself a small smile, the barest curve of her lips.
“Now, if you could show me to my room, and then perhaps we might discuss the household routines? I find that efficient management begins with thorough information.”
Mrs. Kemp stared at her for several heartbeats. Then, slowly, her face transformed into something that looked almost like hope.
“This way, Miss Grace. I’ll have tea sent up.”
Later that evening, after the children had been fed and bathed and read to and finally, reluctantly, put to bed, Mel sat at the small desk in her room and composed her first report. It was a habit she had developed over the years, a way of organising her thoughts and creating a record that might prove useful if questions arose later.
Day One, she wrote. Arrived at Hartfell House at approximately two on the hour, in the afternoon.
The triplets are as follows:
Annabelle, called Anna, approximately five years of age, the eldest of the three by her own account. Highly intelligent, with natural leadership inclinations that currently manifest as authoritarianism. Will require guidance in collaborative decision-making but should not be discouraged from her organisational instincts. Responds well to being given genuine responsibility rather than empty authority.
Viola, approximately five years of age, the middle child. Shy to an extreme degree, but observant and clearly gifted with literacy far beyond her years. Self-taught reader. Communicates in whispers when she communicates at all. Will require patience and space. Must not be forced. Trust must be earned.
Thistle, approximately five years of age, the youngest of the triplets. Energetic beyond measure, fearless, and possibly the reason the previous three governesses departed. Keeps a pet toad named Brutus. Shows no understanding of danger or propriety. Will require firm boundaries delivered with humour and respect. Cannot be managed through fear or force, only through engagement.
She paused, dipping her quill again.
The house is exceptionally well-maintained and well-funded. The children’s clothing is of high quality. The nursery contains more books than most schools. Someone with considerable means is investing significantly in their welfare.
I was informed they are the orphaned nieces of a reclusive gentleman named Mr. Langford, who serves as their benefactor. This may be true. It may also be a convenient fiction designed to prevent awkward questions.
I do not intend to ask awkward questions.
The children need stability, and they need consistency. They need someone who will stay.
I intend to be that someone, for as long as I am permitted to remain.
She set down her quill and looked out the window at the darkness beyond, where the Cornish rain had finally eased and stars were beginning to show between the clouds. Somewhere in this house, three small girls were sleeping, or pretending to sleep, or in Thistle’s case, probably dangling from something she should not be dangling from.
They were not her children. They would never be her children. She had her responsibilities, and they did not include this, and she had learned long ago not to let herself love too deeply in positions that would inevitably end.
But as she extinguished her candle and settled into the narrow bed that would be hers for as long as this position lasted, she found herself thinking about Viola’s whispered voice, and Anna’s careful assessment, and Thistle’s delighted grin when Mel had accepted Brutus without flinching.
CHAPTER TWO
“I don’t see why you get to decide the order of lessons.”
Anna stood at the head of the schoolroom table with her arms crossed and her chin lifted, every inch the tiny general preparing to hold her ground against an invading force. It was Wednesday morning, the third day of Mel’s tenure at Hartfell House, and the battle for authority had begun in earnest.
“I decide the order of lessons,” Mel said, without looking up from the primer she was arranging, “Because I am the governess. That is what governesses do.”
“The last governess let me decide.”
“The last governess lasted three weeks. I intend to last considerably longer.”
Viola was already under the table, clutching a book to her chest like a shield. Thistle was at the window, pressing her nose against the glass and watching the rain with the intensity of a prisoner planning escape. Brutus sat in his usual pocket, a small lump of amphibian patience.
“But I know what order is best,” Anna insisted. “I’ve been here longer than you. I know how things work.”
Mel finally raised her eyes. Anna met her gaze with the unflinching determination of someone who had successfully bullied three previous governesses into submission, and who saw no reason why the fourth should prove any different.
A lesser woman might have raised her voice. A lesser woman might have invoked authority, or threatened consequences, or simply given in for the sake of peace. Mel had done all of these things, in her early years, and had learned that none of them worked on children like Anna. Children like Anna did not respond to authority they did not respect. They responded only to competence.
“You’re quite right,” Mel said. “You do know how things work here better than I do.”
Anna blinked. This was not the response she had expected.
“Which is why,” Mel continued, “I should like you to keep the attendance register.”
“The what?”
Mel produced a small leather notebook from her bag and placed it on the table.
“Every proper schoolroom has an attendance register. It records who is present, who is absent, and why. It also records punctuality. I shall need someone responsible to maintain it.”
Anna stared at the notebook as though it might bite her.
“Additionally,” Mel said, “I find that choosing the evening’s story is a matter that requires careful consideration. One must account for the preferences of all listeners, the length of the tale, and whether the content is appropriate for the hour. It is a decision that requires judgment. I believe you would be suited to the task.”
“I would choose the story?” Anna’s voice had shifted from combative to cautiously interest.
“Each evening. Subject, of course, to my approval on matters of appropriateness. I shall not have anyone reading Gothic novels at bedtime and then complaining of nightmares.”
“I don’t get nightmares.”
“Then you are ideally suited to the responsibility.”
Anna picked up the attendance register and opened it to the first page, which was blank and waiting. She ran her finger along the spine with the reverence of someone who had just been handed something real.
“I shall need a quill.” she said.
“Top drawer of the desk, you may use the good ink, not the one that smudges.”
By the time Mel turned back to arrange the morning’s first lesson, Anna had already inscribed the date in careful letters at the top of the page and was entering her sisters’ names in the attendance register, each letter formed with meticulous precision.
The battle for authority, Mel reflected, was sometimes won not through force but through delegation. Anna did not want to be managed. Anna wanted to be needed. The attendance register would give her a purpose. The story selection would give her power. And in exchange, she would stop fighting lessons that did not belong to her.
It was, Mel thought, not so different from managing a household. One simply had to determine what each person truly wanted and find a way to provide it that served everyone’s interests.
Viola, of course, was another matter entirely.
The middle child did not fight. She did not argue or resist or stage small rebellions, she simply disappeared.
On the second day, Mel had found her inside the old armoire in the upstairs hallway, curled among the winter linens with a book propped against her knees. On the third day, she had vanished behind the heavy curtains in the drawing room, so still that the footman had walked past twice without noticing her. On the fourth day, she had wedged herself into the space between the bookshelf and the wall in the schoolroom itself, a gap so narrow that Mel was forced to admire the architectural assessment required to identify it as viable hiding space.
The previous governesses, Mel learned over tea with Mrs. Kemp on the fifth day, had been a study in well-intentioned defeat.
“The first,” Mrs. Kemp said, counting on her fingers with the grim efficiency of a woman who had held the household together through each departure, “Lasted nine weeks. She was the longest. A widow from Bath, quite respectable, with excellent references. She left after Thistle introduced her to Brutus in the washbasin.”
“A reasonable objection.”
“The second lasted six weeks. A young woman recommended by a cousin. She taught the girls a great deal of French, which I suppose was a grand feat. She left when she realised there were no balls in Cornwall and, if I may speak frankly, no gentlemen within a reasonable distance of this house.”
“Also reasonable.”
“The third lasted three weeks. She was the one who summoned the groundskeeper to check the well when Viola hid in the armoire. She later informed me that the position required a constitution she did not possess. I agreed with her and did not attempt to dissuade her.”
“And the fourth.”
“The fourth lasted eight days.” Mrs. Kemp poured more tea with an expression that suggested the memory still fatigued her.
“She was the one who believed Viola was possessed by spirits. She left in the middle of the night, I am told, without collecting her wages.”
Mel absorbed this in silence. She had assumed, from Mr. Grieves’s reluctant summary at the hiring interview, that the children were difficult. She had not assumed the adults in their lives had cycled through the house like visitors at a coaching inn.
“And Mr. Langford,” she asked, with careful neutrality.
“Does he not visit?”
“He visits.” Mrs. Kemp’s expression did not change.
“Briefly, once a month, he arrives, he departs, he sees the children for an afternoon, and he is gone again before supper. His visits do not overlap with any governess’s tenure in a manner that has been useful to us.”
“I see.”
“You may not, yet, but I assure you,you will.”
Mrs. Kemp did not elaborate, and Mel did not press. Some explanations, she had learned, were best allowed to arrive on their own schedule.
Mel did none of these things.
When Viola vanished during the fourth day’s geography lesson, Mel simply continued teaching. She addressed her remarks to the empty chair where Viola should have been sitting, then adjusted her position so that her voice would carry toward the bookshelf gap where she had seen a flash of pale fabric disappear.
“The counties of England,” Mel said, pointing to the map she had hung on the wall, “…are divided into regions based on geography, history, and administrative convenience. Cornwall, where we currently reside, is the westernmost county and is notable for its tin mines, fishing industry, and dramatic coastline.”
From behind the bookshelf, there was no sound. But Mel had the distinct impression of listening.
“Can anyone tell me what body of water borders Cornwall to the south?”
Anna raised her hand with the enthusiasm of someone who had appointed herself the class’s star pupil.
“The English Channel.”
“Correct. And to the north?”
“The Bristol Channel. And the Celtic Sea.”
“Excellent. You may record that in the attendance register under ‘participation.’”
Anna bent over her notebook with barely concealed delight. Thistle, who had been attempting to teach Brutus to jump on command, looked up long enough to say, “Does Brutus count as participating if he’s here?”
“Brutus may be recorded as present but not participating, unless he demonstrates knowledge of English geography.”
“He’s French,” Thistle said. “His family came over with the Normans.”
“Then perhaps he would prefer to study the geography of France. We shall cover that next week.”
From behind the bookshelf, the tiniest sound emerged. It might have been a breath. It might have been the beginning of a laugh, quickly smothered. Mel did not look. She did not acknowledge. She simply continued the lesson as though nothing unusual had occurred.
On the fifth day, Viola emerged.
It transpired quite unheralded, stripped of all ceremony and the customary proclamations. One moment the chair beside Anna was empty; the next, Viola was sitting in it, her book closed in her lap, with her eyes fixed on the map of England as though she had been there all along.
Mel said nothing. She did not exclaim or celebrate or draw attention to the victory. She simply adjusted her teaching position slightly, so that Viola could see the map more clearly, and continued discussing the wool trade of Yorkshire.
When the lesson ended and the girls were released for their morning walk, Anna and Thistle tumbled out the door in their usual chaos of elbows and competing voices. Viola hung back for a moment, standing by her chair with her fingers twisted together.
“Miss Grace?” Her voice was barely audible, a wisp of sound that required leaning in to catch.
“Yes, Viola?”
“The Bristol Channel. It’s also called the Severn Estuary, at the eastern end. Where it gets narrow.”
Mel absorbed this information with appropriate gravity.
“You’re quite right. That’s an excellent point. Shall I add a note to the map?”
Viola nodded, the barest movement of her head, and then slipped out the door to join her sisters. But she was smiling, barely, just enough.
Progress, Mel thought, came in many forms. With Anna, it came through responsibility. With Viola, it came through patience and space. With Thistle…
With Thistle, progress came through chaos management.
The first window escape happened on day four. Mel had been in the middle of explaining long division when she looked up to find Thistle’s chair empty and the nursery window standing open, curtains billowing in the afternoon breeze. By the time she reached the sill and looked out, Thistle was already halfway down the trellis, Brutus clutched in one hand, her small feet finding purchase on every rung as though she had practiced this climb a thousand times.
“Thistle.”
The child looked up, braids swinging.
“Yes, Miss Grace?”
“Where are you going?”
“Brutus needed fresh air. You said he needed afternoon constitutionals.”
“I meant supervised afternoon constitutionals, through the door.”
Thistle considered this. “The door is boring.”
“The door is safe. The trellis is not.”
“I’ve climbed it lots of times.”
“And one day you will fall. And then we shall all be very sorry, particularly Brutus, who will have no one to carry him in a pocket.” Mel kept her voice calm, conversational, as though discussing the weather rather than imminent plummeting.
“Please climb back up.”
“Can I climb back up through the window?”
“You may climb back up through the window this once. Tomorrow, we shall use the door.”
Thistle ascended the trellis with considerably more enthusiasm than she had descended it, and Mel made a mental note to speak with the groundskeeper about removing it before the next escape attempt.
The second window escape happened on day six, from a different window, down a different route. By day eight, Mel had identified and blocked every possible climbing exit from the nursery and schoolroom, and Thistle had moved on to other forms of chaos.
The kitchen incident occurred on day nine.
Mrs. Kemp’s screams could, according to the cook, be heard in the village. Certainly they could be heard in the schoolroom, where Mel was attempting to teach Anna and Viola about the reigns of the Tudor monarchs while Thistle was supposedly napping.
Thistle was not, as it transpired, napping.
Thistle had liberated Brutus from his terrarium, carried him downstairs via the servants’ stairs, and released him into the kitchen during the preparation of the evening’s soup. The toad, finding himself unexpectedly at large in a warm room full of interesting and deliciously prepared meals, had done what any sensible toad would do and hopped directly onto Mrs. Kemp’s foot.
The resulting chaos involved two dropped saucepans, a scattered bin of flour, the cook’s assistant fainting into the root vegetables, and language from Mrs. Kemp that Mel would not have believed the proper housekeeper capable of producing.
By the time Mel arrived in the kitchen, Thistle was standing in the doorway with an expression of pure, bewildered innocence.
“I only wanted to show him where the flies are,” she said. “There are lots of flies in the kitchen. He would have liked it.”
“He would have liked it,” Mel agreed, “But Mrs. Kemp would not. And the kitchen is Mrs. Kemp’s domain, just as the schoolroom is mine.”
“Brutus doesn’t understand domains.”
“Then you must understand them for him. That is the responsibility of a toad’s guardian.”
The cat incident happened two days later.
Mr. Whiskers was an elderly tabby of considerable girth and very little patience, who had survived the childhoods of the three girls through a combination of strategic hiding and impressive speed when cornered. He spent most of his days in the sunny spot by the library window, conserving his energy for the important work of ignoring everyone who attempted to pet him.
Thistle, for reasons that remained impervious to everyone including herself, had decided that Mr. Whiskers would make an excellent steed.
The attempt had lasted approximately three seconds before Mr. Whiskers, demonstrating a vigour that belied his advanced years, had twisted, scratched, and bolted for the safety of the kitchen stove, where he had wedged himself into the space between the warm metal and the wall and refused to emerge for the rest of the day.
Mel found Thistle sitting at the bottom of the stairs, examining the scratch on her forearm with more curiosity than distress.
“Thistle,” Mel said, settling onto the step beside her, “What did you expect to happen?”
“I expected it to work.”
“And what did happen?”
“Mr. Whiskers scratched my arm and hid under the stove.”
“What have we learned?”
Thistle’s brow furrowed. She was clearly running through possible responses, discarding the ones that might get her in trouble, searching for the answer that would satisfy her governess’s peculiar approach to discipline.
“That Mr. Whiskers is a coward,” she said finally.
Mel paused. It was not the answer she had expected, but it was, in its way, logical.
“What else have we learned?”
Thistle thought harder, her small face scrunched in concentration. Brutus shifted in her pocket, a small amphibian readjustment that seemed to provide moral support.
“That cats don’t like being ridden?”
“Progress,” Mel said, and meant it.
By the second week, the resistance began to thaw.
It was not a dramatic change, nothing that could be pointed to and named. It was more like the gradual warming of a room after the fire had been lit, a slow suffusion of heat that one didn’t notice until suddenly the chill had gone.
The girls began looking for Mel instead of avoiding her.
Anna appeared at her desk before breakfast on the tenth day, attendance register in hand, to report that Viola had woken early and Thistle had lost a sock.
“I found the sock,” Anna added. “Brutus was sitting on it.”
“Thank you for the report. That is exactly the sort of information a governess needs.”
Anna beamed and made a note in her register.
Viola began leaving drawings on Mel’s desk. They appeared without explanation, small pieces of paper weighted with whatever object was nearest, bearing meticulous pencil sketches of flowers and toads and, on one occasion, a remarkably accurate portrait of Mr. Whiskers glaring from beneath the stove. Mel collected them without comment, but she arranged them in a small stack on her windowsill where the morning light could illuminate them, and she noticed that Viola noticed, and that the drawings continued.
Thistle presented her with a beetle.
It was a large beetle, iridescent and green, with impressive mandibles and an air of profound dignity despite its current circumstances, which involved being cradled in the palm of a five-year-old’s grubby hand.
“It’s the best one I’ve ever found,” Thistle said solemnly.
“You can keep it.”
Mel regarded the beetle with appropriate seriousness. It regarded her back with the impassive patience of an insect that had seen many things and been impressed by none of them.
“I’m honoured.”
“His name is Wellington. Because he’s a general.”
“An excellent name.” Mel considered the beetle’s options. A life in a governess’s pocket seemed unlikely to suit a creature of such obvious ambition.
“Perhaps he would be happier in the garden? Generals prefer to command their own territory.”
Thistle’s face flickered with something that might have been disappointment, or might have been the beginning of a negotiation. “He would be happier with you.”
“I think,” Mel said carefully, “that he would be happier knowing we set him free to pursue his campaigns. But we could release him together. In the rose bushes. That seems a fitting territory for a general.”
Thistle considered this in silence. Then she nodded, once, with the gravity of someone making a significant concession.
They walked to the garden together, through the kitchen door and past the cook’s suspicious gaze, along the gravel path to where the rose bushes stood in their late-summer fullness. The blooms were just beginning to fade, their petals loosening and falling in the afternoon breeze, but the leaves were still thick and green and promised excellent cover for a beetle with military ambitions.
Thistle knelt by the largest bush and opened her hand. Wellington, showing no particular urgency, ambled from her palm onto a branch and disappeared into the shadows of the leaves.
“Goodbye, Wellington,” Thistle said. “Command wisely.”
“A noble farewell,” Mel said.
Thistle stood and, without any apparent premeditation, reached up and took Mel’s hand.
Her fingers were small and still slightly grubby despite the morning’s washing, and they curled around Mel’s with the unconscious trust of a child who had decided, without deliberation or hesitation, that this adult was safe.
They walked back to the house hand in hand, neither speaking, and Mel thought: this is dangerous. This is exactly the sort of attachment I cannot afford to make.
But she did not let go.
In the kitchen, Mrs. Kemp watched them pass through the door and into the corridor beyond. When they were gone, she turned to the cook, who was kneading bread with the rhythmic violence of a woman who had strong opinions about children and their toads.
“She’s not like the others,” Mrs. Kemp said. “She actually likes them.”
“Mad, then,” Cook said, without looking up from her dough.
“Perhaps.” Mrs. Kemp wiped her hands on her apron and thought of the drawings on the windowsill, the attendance register filled with careful notes, the beetle released into the roses with ceremonial gravity. “But the good kind of mad.”
That evening, after the children had been read to and sung to and, in Thistle’s case, firmly prevented from smuggling Brutus under her pillow, Mel sat at her desk and composed her first formal report for the mysterious benefactor.
She thought of Viola’s drawings appearing silently on her desk. Of Anna’s fierce dedication to the attendance register. Of Thistle’s small hand reaching up to take hers, offering trust like a gift she did not know how to refuse.
They require someone who will stay.
***
“Trevane, you are a scoundrel of the first water! To secure a third hand in such rapid succession is a feat as remarkable as it is suspicious.”
Rhys Langford, Duke of Trevane, gathered his winnings with smooth efficiency, every movement suggesting long history of practice. The pile of coins and notes before him represented approximately three months’ wages for a skilled tradesman, won in less than two hours through a combination of skill, luck, and the happy circumstance that Lord Petersham is so utterly transparent that he could not carry off a ruse in a room where he was the only occupant.
“Luck favours the dissolute,” Rhys said, offering the table his most charming smile. It was a smile he had perfected over fifteen years of rakish living, a smile that promised mischief and delivered nothing of substance.
“Another round, gentlemen? Or have I emptied your pockets sufficiently for one evening?”
The card room at White’s was thick with smoke and the particular desperation of men who had more money than sense. Rhys fit in perfectly, he always had. The Duke of Trevane was welcome everywhere and belonged nowhere, a walking scandal wrapped in excellent tailoring and charm so practiced it had ceased to feel like effort years ago.
Lord Petersham threw down his cards in disgust.
“I’m finished. My wife will have my head if I lose another shilling.”
“Then you should not have bet another shilling.”
“Easy for you to say. No wife to answer to.”
“A state I intend to maintain indefinitely.” Rhys signaled for another drink, though he’d barely touched the one before him. Appearances mattered. The Duke of Trevane was expected to drink, to gamble, to stay until the small hours surrounded by men who called him friend but knew nothing about him.
“Matrimony is for men with responsibilities.”
“You have responsibilities. You have an entire dukedom.”
“The dukedom runs itself. I merely sign papers and make occasional appearances in the Lords to remind them I exist.” He lifted his glass in a mock toast. “To irresponsibility. The only honest way to live.”
The table laughed as they always did. Rhys could say almost anything in that particular tone, the one that suggested he was letting them in on a private joke, and they would laugh and feel privileged to be included.
It was exhausting.
But it was also necessary, in ways that none of these men would ever understand. The rake was a role he had built over years, a fortress of scandal and charm that kept the world at precisely the distance he required. Inside the fortress, he was safe. Inside the fortress, no one asked questions he could not answer.
The evening continued as such evenings always did. Cards gave way to conversation, which gave way to the exodus toward whatever entertainments the night offered. There was a ball at the Marchioness of Thornbury’s, Rhys had been informed, and his presence was expected if not demanded.
He went because he always went, because the Duke of Trevane was expected to appear, to dance, to charm, to give the gossip sheets something to write about that wasn’t quite scandalous enough to require defending.
The ballroom was ablaze with candles and hummed with the particular energy of a successful crush. Rhys made his entrance with perfect timing, commanding attention without appearing to seek it, late enough to be noticed, early enough to seem as though he cared.
Within moments, he was surrounded.
“Your Grace, how delightful.” Lady Forsythe materialised at his elbow, her fan moving in the complex semaphore of a woman who considered herself a player in games she did not fully understand.
“We were just discussing your absence from Lady Hasington’s musicale last week.”
“I was indisposed.”
“So we heard. Indisposed at Mrs. Hartington’s card party, according to Lord Bexley.”
“Lord Bexley has a vivid imagination and very little discretion.” Rhys offered his arm smoothly, the gesture so fluid it appeared effortless.
“Shall we take a turn about the room? I find myself curious about the refreshments.”
They walked, and Lady Forsythe chattered, and Rhys listened with exactly enough attention to provide appropriate responses while his mind wandered to places it should not go. To a house in Cornwall and three small faces he would see in two days’ time, if he could extract himself from London without raising questions.
The monthly visit was approaching. It always crept up on him like this, a growing tension beneath the performance, a clock counting down to the moment when he could shed the rake and become something closer to himself.
He danced with Lady Forsythe, then with Miss Carrington, then with the Thornbury girl whose name he immediately forgot but whose mother watched the proceedings like a woman mentally calculating asset values. He said witty things. He smiled his practiced smile. He was, by all accounts, the most entertaining man in the room.
By midnight, he had developed a headache that throbbed behind his eyes like a second heartbeat.
By one on the hour, he had made his excuses and departed.
The London streets at dawn were a different world than the London streets at midnight. The carriages and crowds had thinned to nothing, leaving only the occasional lamplighter making his rounds and the distant clatter of delivery carts beginning the day’s work. Rhys rode alone through the grey half-light, his horse’s hooves echoing on cobblestones still damp from an earlier rain.
The smile was gone now. There was no one to perform for, no audience requiring charm, no role demanding maintenance. In these quiet hours between the night’s end and the day’s beginning, Rhys allowed himself to simply exist without pretense.
He was one and thirty years old. He had a title, an estate, more money than any reasonable person could spend in a lifetime. He was handsome enough that women pursued him and charming enough that men forgave him his handsomeness. By every measure society applied, he was a success.
He was also the loneliest man in London, and he had no one to blame but himself.
The thought of Celeste came, as it always did in these quiet moments. Celeste with her dark hair and her French accent and her laugh that had made him feel, for three brief years, like the man he might have been in a kinder world. Celeste, who had cherished him enough to bear his children and too much to demand he take her as his wife. Celeste, who had passed away from a fever when the girls were two, while he was in London playing at being a rake because he was too much a coward to build the life he actually wanted.
He had told himself it was for her protection. That entering into matrimony with an actress, even a retired one, would have destroyed them both. That the girls were better off hidden, raised quietly in the country where society could not touch them.
He had told himself many things in the years since her demise. Most of them had been lies designed to make the guilt bearable.
The truth was simpler and uglier: he had been afraid, afraid of what matrimony would cost him. He had been afraid of what the ton would say. Afraid of being the man who gave up everything for affection, only to discover that everything wasn’t enough.
And then she had passed away and he had learned what “not enough” really meant.
He reached his townhouse as the sun broke fully over the rooftops, painting the stone facade in shades of gold that felt like mockery. His valet had left a lamp burning in the entrance hall. His bed would be turned down, his nightclothes laid out, everything in perfect order for a master who rarely slept before sunrise.
Rhys climbed the stairs and did not go to bed. Instead, he went to his study, where a locked drawer in his desk held the letters.
Mrs. Kemp wrote monthly with updates on the household. Mr. Grieves wrote quarterly with financial reports. Between them, Rhys assembled a picture of his daughters’ lives that was detailed enough to ache and incomplete enough to torment him.
The children are well, Mrs. Kemp had written three weeks ago. The new governess arrives next Tuesday. Miss Grace comes highly recommended by Mr. Grieves. I pray she lasts longer than the others.
The new governess. The fourth one in eight months. Rhys had stopped learning their names after the second, a pale young woman who had fled the premises claiming that Thistle had cursed at her in Latin. Since Thistle did not know Latin, this seemed unlikely, but the governess had been unmoved by logic.
In two days, as planned, he would ride to Cornwall and spend three days being the father his daughters deserved, before returning to London to resume being the man they must never know existed.
He knew it was insufficient but he was at a loss to be a better father.
The ride to Cornwall took two days, changing horses at coaching inns where the Duke of Trevane was not expected and therefore not required to perform. Rhys made the journey in ordinary clothes, without his valet, letting the road strip away the layers of his London life with each mile that passed.
By the time Hartfell House appeared on the horizon, grey stone rising against the grey Cornish sky, he was no longer the rake. He was simply Rhys, a man on his way to see his children, carrying in his saddlebags the small presents he always brought: ribbons for Anna, who liked to organise them by colour; a new sketchbook for Viola, who filled them faster than he could supply them; and a small jar with holes punched in the lid, suitable for the temporary housing of whatever creature Thistle had most recently befriended.
The grounds of Hartfell were well-maintained, as they always were. Grieves managed the estate with the same efficiency he applied to everything, and the income from the property’s farms more than covered the expenses of the household. They possessed every luxury that wealth might command, yet were denied that singular liberty of spirit which the poorest creature might claim as her own.
Rhys dismounted in the stable yard and handed his horse to the groom, who knew better than to ask questions about the master’s comings and goings. The servants at Hartfell had been selected for their discretion as much as their competence, and they guarded the family’s secrets with the loyalty of people who were paid extremely well to be loyal.
He entered through the side door, as he always did, and made his way toward the study where Mrs. Kemp would be waiting with her quarterly report and her carefully neutral expression.
But the study was empty when he arrived, and a moment later Mrs. Kemp appeared in the doorway with her cap slightly askew and something that looked almost like hope in her eyes.
“Your Grace. We weren’t expecting you until tomorrow.”
“I made better time than anticipated.” He crossed to the window, looking out over the gardens where the late-summer roses were fading into autumn.
“The children?”
“Out walking, Your Grace, with the new governess.”
“Ah. Miss Grace, yes? Grieves mentioned her in his last letter.”
“She arrived a fortnight ago.” Mrs. Kemp moved into the room, and Rhys noticed that she was standing straighter than usual, her hands clasped before her with something other than their customary anxiety.
“She’s competent, Your Grace. More than competent. She hasn’t cried once.”
“That is a standard of the most pitiful insignificance, Kemp.”
“The standard is buried in the very dust, Your Grace. Yet Miss Grace has managed to step over it with room to spare.”
Rhys turned from the window to look at his housekeeper properly. In the three years since the girls had come to Hartfell, he had watched Mrs. Kemp age a decade. The stress of managing three small children and a rotating cast of fleeing governesses had taken its toll, and he had grown accustomed to seeing exhaustion in every line of her face.
Today, she looked almost optimistic.
“Tell me about her.”
“She’s quiet, Your Grace. Practical and doesn’t flutter or fuss. The girls tested her, of course, as they test everyone, but she didn’t bend. Anna tried to take over the lessons on the third day, and Miss Grace put her in charge of an attendance register and gave her real responsibility. Anna has been cooperative ever since.”
“And Viola?”
“Still shy, still hiding. But she’s started leaving drawings on Miss Grace’s desk. Little sketches of flowers and such. She’s never done that with the other governesses.”
“Thistle?”
Mrs. Kemp’s expression flickered. “Thistle released Brutus in the kitchen twice, and attempted to ride Mr. Whiskers.”
“Good Gracious! Did the cat survive?”
“Mr. Whiskers is hiding under the stove. He’s refused to come out for three days.” Mrs. Kemp allowed herself a small, tight smile.
“But Miss Grace managed it. Sat Thistle down and asked her what she’d learned. No shouting, no threats. Just… conversation. And Thistle listened.”
“Thistle listened?”
“I was as shocked as you are, Your Grace.”
Rhys turned back to the window, processing this information. A governess who gave Anna responsibility instead of fighting for authority. Who earned Viola’s trust slowly rather than forcing it. Who managed Thistle through conversation rather than discipline.
Either Miss Grace was a saint, or she was a skilled manipulator of children who had figured out that the standard approaches would never work with his daughters.
Either way, he wanted to see her in action before he introduced himself.
“Where are they walking?”
“The garden path, most likely. They should return within the quarter hour.”
“Splendid. I’ll wait here. Don’t announce me yet.”
Mrs. Kemp nodded, understanding without explanation.
“As you wish, Your Grace.”
She withdrew, and Rhys positioned himself at the window where he could observe the garden approach without being easily seen from outside. It was a cowardly way to meet his daughters’ new governess, lurking behind curtains like a spy, but he had learned over the years that first impressions told you more when the person being observed didn’t know they were being watched.
***
A sudden movement in the garden caught his eye. A small figure appeared on the path, marching with the purposeful stride of a tiny general leading troops to battle.
Behind her came Viola, walking more slowly, her hand clasped in the hand of a woman in grey. The new governess, presumably. Viola was looking up at her, and though Rhys couldn’t see his daughter’s face from this angle, something in her posture suggested she was speaking. Viola, who barely spoke to anyone, who hid behind furniture and communicated in whispers when she communicated at all.
Then Thistle tripped.
It happened fast. One moment Thistle was ambling along behind her sisters, mud-covered toad clutched to her chest; the next, her foot caught on an uneven stone and she pitched forward with the inevitability of a child who had not yet learned to anticipate obstacles.
Miss Grace moved.
She did not lunge or cry out or release Viola’s hand. She simply shifted, catching Thistle with her free arm before the girl could hit the ground, righting her in a single fluid motion that suggested this was not the first time she had performed this particular rescue. Without breaking stride, she checked Thistle’s knee, produced a handkerchief from somewhere about her person, dabbed at a scrape Rhys couldn’t see from this distance, and returned the handkerchief to its hiding place.
Rhys watched this, and something in his understanding of the world shifted slightly.
Miss Grace looked up toward the house, and for a moment Rhys thought she had seen him watching from the window. But her gaze passed over his hiding place without pause, surveying the grounds with the assessment of someone checking for hazards, and then she returned her attention to the children and continued walking.
He stepped back from the window, his heart beating faster than it should.
She was the new governess. Nothing more, a practical woman hired to educate his daughters, no different from the ones who had come before except that she had, apparently, figured out how to stay.
But as Rhys straightened his coat and prepared to introduce himself as the children’s benefactor rather than their father, he found himself thinking about the handkerchief appearing from nowhere. About Viola’s hand held with such easy certainty and the way Miss Grace had looked at his daughters, as though they were puzzles she had already solved and problems she had no intention of abandoning.
Where did Grieves find this woman?
And, more troublingly, What am I going to do about her?
CHAPTER THREE
“Mr. Langford, I presume?”
The voice was calm, composed, and entirely without the flutter that Rhys had come to expect from women meeting him for the first time. He turned from his position by the study window to find Miss Grace standing in the doorway, her hands clasped before her and her expression arranged into one of professional neutrality.
She was, he realised now that he saw her up close, even more unremarkable than she had appeared from a distance. There was a quiet composure in her features that defied any claim to striking beauty, yet her hazel eyes held a depth of intelligence. Her attire was a simple morning dress of grey kerseymere, devoid of any frivolous lace or ribbons, and her chestnut tresses were pinned back with a neatness that spoke more of utility than of vanity.
And yet there was something about her that commanded attention. Perhaps it was the steadiness of her gaze, which met his without flinching or looking away. Perhaps it was the economy of her posture, the way she stood as though every muscle had been arranged for maximum efficiency. Perhaps it was simply that she looked at him as though she were assessing his worth, rather than waiting for him to assess hers.
“Miss Grace.” He inclined his head in greeting.
“I apologise for arriving unannounced. I had business in the area and thought I would take the opportunity to see how the children were settling in with their new governess.”
It was a thin excuse, and he suspected she knew it. There was no business in this part of Cornwall that would concern the children’s mysterious benefactor, and the timing of his arrival, barely a fortnight after her own, suggested an inspection rather than a coincidence.
But Miss Grace gave no sign of scepticism. She simply nodded and stepped further into the room, her movements precise and unhurried.
“The children are finishing their afternoon rest, Mr. Langford. They’ll be delighted to see you when they wake. In the meantime, perhaps I might give you a report on their progress?”
“Please.”
She did not sit, though he had gestured toward the chairs by the fireplace. Instead, she remained standing, her hands still clasped, her posture suggesting that this was a professional consultation rather than a social call.
“I have been at Hartfell House for two weeks,” she began. “In that time, I have had the opportunity to assess each child’s educational needs, temperament, and particular challenges. I shall summarise my findings, if that would be useful.”
“It would.”
“Very well.” Her voice was crisp, organised, the voice of a woman who had given many such reports and had learned to strip them of unnecessary sentiment.
“Annabelle is advanced in reading and arithmetic. She has leadership instincts that, properly channelled, will serve her well. Improperly channelled, she will be running a small country by the age of twelve.”
Rhys felt the corner of his mouth twitch. It was not meant to be a jest, he could tell, but the accuracy of the assessment was undeniable. Anna had been organising her sisters since she could walk, and the household since she could talk.
“And Viola?” he asked.
“Viola reads at a level far beyond her age. She has taught herself, largely through observation and imitation, which suggests considerable native intelligence. She is shy but not anxious.” Miss Grace paused, as though selecting her words with particular care.
“She simply prefers to observe before participating. She needs patience, not pushing. I have found that giving her space to emerge on her own schedule produces better results than any attempt to draw her out forcibly.”
“I see.” Rhys kept his voice neutral, though something in his chest ached at the description. Viola had always been the quietest of the three, the one who watched from corners and communicated in whispers. He had worried, over the years, that her shyness was something he had caused, some failure of his intermittent presence that had taught her not to trust.
But Miss Grace spoke of her shyness as a temperament rather than a wound, and there was something reassuring in that.
“And Thistle?” he asked.
Miss Grace paused.
It was a brief pause, barely a heartbeat, but Rhys noticed it. Something flickered across her composed features, something that might have been amusement or might have been the memory of recent chaos.
“Thistle is a force of nature,” she said finally.
“She has no fear, which is admirable and terrifying in equal measure. She requires boundaries delivered with firmness and humour. She will not respect an authority she can outwit, and she is alarmingly clever.”
“That sounds like her mo…” Rhys stopped. The word had almost escaped before he could catch it, rising from some unguarded place in his chest where Celeste still lived.
That sounds like her mother.
He cleared his throat.
“That sounds about right.”
Miss Grace’s eyes moved to his face with a sharpness that made him certain she had heard the stumble. For a long moment, she simply looked at him, her expression unchanged but her attention suddenly, intensely focused.
She did not ask and she did not press. She simply filed the information away, as a clerk might file a document that would prove important later, and continued as though nothing had occurred.
“The three of them together present particular challenges,” she said. “They have developed their own hierarchy, their own communication patterns, their own methods of managing adults. The previous governesses, I understand, were unable to adapt to these dynamics. I have found it more effective to work within their existing structure than to attempt to dismantle it.”
“Hence the attendance register.”
“Mrs. Kemp told you about that.”
“She mentioned it. With considerable relief.”
The ghost of something that might have been satisfaction passed across Miss Grace’s face. “Annabelle needed responsibility, not rules. Once she had a legitimate role to play, she stopped fighting for illegitimate power. It is a principle that applies to most children, in my experience. They want to matter. Give them a way to matter that serves everyone’s interests, and the battles become unnecessary.”
Rhys absorbed this, thinking of the way Anna had been when she was younger, before the governesses had started cycling through. She had been bossy even then, ordering her sisters about with the confidence of a small empress, but there had been joy in it rather than desperation. Somewhere along the way, the joy had curdled into control, the play-acting had become genuine grasping.
Miss Grace had identified the problem and solved it in a fortnight. The previous governesses had not managed it in months.
“Would you like to see the schoolroom?” she asked. “I have made some changes to the organisation that might interest you.”
“Please.”
She led him through the corridor and up the stairs, her footsteps nearly silent on the carpet. Rhys followed, observing the straightness of her spine, the efficiency of her movement and the way she navigated the familiar house with the confidence of someone who had already memorised its layout.
The schoolroom was transformed.
When he had last visited, it had been a pleasant but disordered space, books piled haphazardly on shelves, papers scattered across the main table, the detritus of three active children accumulating in corners. The previous governesses had made attempts at organisation, but their systems had not survived contact with Thistle.
Miss Grace’s system, apparently, had.
The books were arranged on shelves by reading level, each shelf labelled in neat handwriting. The main table was clear except for the materials currently in use, and those materials were organised into distinct stations: arithmetic in one corner, writing in another, reading in a third.
Against one wall, a small cabinet held what appeared to be a natural history collection. Rhys moved closer and found himself looking at a display of specimens that Thistle had clearly gathered: feathers, interesting stones, dried flowers, the shed skin of a snake. Each item was labelled in the same neat handwriting, accompanied by its Latin classification where applicable.
Turdus merula, read the card beneath a glossy black feather. Quartz, rose variety, announced another beside a pink stone.
“She brings me treasures,” Miss Grace said, from her position near the door.
“I thought it wise to give them context. Science channels curiosity more effectively than prohibition.”
“You’ve given them Latin names.”
“Accurate Latin names. Thistle can now identify most common bird species by their proper classification. She is particularly proud of her knowledge of amphibian nomenclature, given Brutus’s presence in the household.”
Bufo bufo, Rhys thought, and had to suppress a smile.
He turned to the opposite wall, where a small gallery of drawings had been pinned to a board. Viola’s work, he recognised immediately. Her style had developed remarkably in the months since he had last seen her art; the lines were surer, the proportions more accurate, the subjects more varied.
There were flowers, rendered with botanical precision. There was Brutus, captured in characteristic grumpiness and there was Mr. Whiskers, depicted looking particularly offended about hiding under a stove.
And there, at the centre of the collection, was a drawing of three figures walking through a garden. Three small girls, their features suggested rather than detailed, and a taller figure in grey holding the hand of the smallest.
The depiction was clearly Miss Grace and his daughters.
Rhys’s hands tightened at his sides.
She had been here for a period of two weeks and already Viola was drawing her as part of the family, as a fixed presence in their lives rather than another temporary figure passing through.
“Mr. Langford?”
He realised he had been staring at the drawing in silence. When he turned, Miss Grace was watching him with that same steady, assessing gaze, and he had the uncomfortable sensation that she could see more of his reaction than he wished to reveal.
“You’ve done well, Miss Grace.”
“The children have done well.” Her voice was even, neither proud nor falsely humble.
“I merely provided the structure.”
“You’re too modest.”
“I’m accurate.” She tilted her head slightly, as though considering how to explain something that should have been self-evident.
“Modesty is a performance. Accuracy is useful.”
Modesty is a performance.
The words struck him with unexpected force. He had spent fifteen years surrounded by performances, giving and receiving them, navigating a world where nothing was quite what it seemed and everyone was playing some role or another. The rake, the wit, the scandal, the charmer. He performed constantly, automatically, without thinking about what lay beneath.
And here was this woman, in her grey dress and her practical hairstyle, looking at him with eyes that held no performance whatsoever. She was not trying to impress him. She was not flirting with him. She was not even particularly interested in his approval, as far as he could tell.
She was simply telling him the truth, as she saw it, without embellishment or apology.
He looked at her more carefully, for the first time since she had entered the study.
She met his look with an unwavering steadiness. She betrayed none of that conscious vanity or maidenly confusion which his Grace was so accustomed to eliciting from the ladies of the ton.
But of course, she did not know he was the Duke of Trevane. She thought him merely Mr. Langford, a gentleman of means but no particular consequence, a man the ton would overlook entirely.
She was looking at him as though he were simply a person.
The realisation was unexpectedly unsettling. When had anyone last looked at him as simply a person? His friends saw the rake, the companion, the man who could always be counted on for wit and scandal. His enemies saw the duke, the title; the women who pursued him saw the conquest, the prize, the story they would tell their friends.
But Miss Grace saw none of these things. She saw a man who paid her salary and occasionally visited the children whose welfare he funded.
“Mr. Langford?” She raised an eyebrow slightly.
“Are you quite well?”
“Perfectly.” He shook off the strange sensation that had gripped him.
“Forgive me. I was merely… contemplating your philosophy. Accuracy over performance. It’s refreshingly unusual.”
“I find that honesty saves considerable time.” She moved toward the door, clearly preparing to escort him back downstairs.
“The children will be waking soon. Shall I have Mrs. Kemp bring tea, or would you prefer to join them in the nursery?”
“The nursery, I think.”
“Very well.” She paused at the door, turning back to face him with an expression that had shifted subtly. There was a question in her eyes now, something she was weighing whether to ask.
“Mr. Langford. May I inquire how long you intend to stay?”
“Three days, perhaps four.”
“I see.” She absorbed this information without visible reaction.
“I ask because the children have come to anticipate your visits. They mark the days on a calendar. It would be helpful to know the pattern, so that I might prepare them for your departures.”
They mark the days on a calendar.
The ache in his chest intensified. He had known, of course, that they looked forward to his visits. The way they greeted him, the way Thistle launched herself at him from whatever height she had most recently scaled, the way Viola pressed close to his side as though afraid he might disappear if she looked away.
But he had not known about the calendar.
“I visit monthly,” he heard himself say.
“The third week of each month, barring unforeseen circumstances. I stay three days, sometimes four.”
“Thank you. I shall incorporate that into our planning.” Miss Grace nodded crisply and stepped into the corridor.
“This way, Mr. Langford. Mind the loose board at the top of the stairs. Thistle has been jumping on it to hear it creak, and I have not yet arranged for repair.”
He followed her down the corridor, past the loose board that did indeed creak alarmingly when stepped upon, and toward the nursery where his daughters were waiting.
Behind him, the drawing of Miss Grace holding Viola’s hand remained pinned to the schoolroom wall, a silent testament to something he had not expected and did not know how to name.
The nursery door burst open before they reached it, and Thistle exploded into the corridor like a small, determined cannonball.
“Papa!”
She launched herself at him with the fearlessness that Miss Grace had so accurately described, and Rhys caught her easily, from long practice, swinging her up into his arms where she immediately wrapped herself around him like a particularly affectionate barnacle.
“You’re early,” Thistle informed him.
“Anna said you weren’t coming until tomorrow. I told her she was wrong. Anna hates being wrong.”
“I made good time on the road.” He pressed a kiss to the top of her head, breathing in the particular scent of childhood: soap and grass and something that was probably Brutus. “How is Brutus?”
“Excellent. He learned to jump on command. Well, he jumped. I’m not sure he understood the command. But he definitely jumped.”
“Significant progress.”
From the nursery doorway, Anna appeared with her arms crossed and her expression set in the familiar lines of a child who was indeed annoyed at being proved wrong.
“You were supposed to send word when you were coming. That’s the protocol.”
“The protocol has been noted.” Rhys shifted Thistle to one arm and extended the other toward Anna.
“Come here, general. I’ve missed your protocols.”
Anna’s stern expression wavered, then collapsed entirely as she ran forward and threw herself against his side. He held them both, his wild daughters, and felt the tightness in his chest ease into something warmer.
Viola emerged last, as she always did. She stood in the doorway, her book clutched to her chest, her eyes fixed on his face with an intensity that always made him want to weep.
“Hello, little one,” he said softly.
“Will you come say hello?”
She hesitated. Then, with the particular deliberation of a child who was making a decision rather than simply reacting, she set down her book and walked across the corridor to join her sisters.
She did not throw herself at him as Thistle had. She simply slid her small hand into his free one and held on, her grip tight and her face upturned to study his.
“You look tired,” she whispered.
“I am tired.” He did not lie to Viola. She always knew anyway.
“But I’m here now.”
“For how long?”
“Three days. Perhaps four.”
She nodded, processing this information with the same solemn assessment Miss Grace might have used. Then she squeezed his hand once and stepped back to collect her book.
Rhys looked up and found Miss Grace watching from her position near the stairs. Her expression was unreadable, but something in her posture had shifted. She stood now with her weight slightly forward, as though she had been preparing to intervene and had stopped herself at the last moment.
Preparing to intervene against what? He could not say. But she had seen his daughters greet him, had watched the way they clung to him, and she was drawing conclusions.
They adore you, her posture seemed to say. They adore you, and you are going to leave them again in three days.
She did not say it aloud. But she did not need to.
“Miss Grace.” He cleared his throat.
“Thank you for the tour of the schoolroom. I am… pleased with what you’ve accomplished.”
“Thank you, Mr. Langford.” Her voice was as neutral as ever, but her eyes held something new. Speculation, perhaps, or wariness. Or simply the careful attention of a woman who was revising her understanding of a situation she had thought she understood.
“Papa,” Thistle said, tugging at his sleeve, “Miss Grace knows all the Latin names for bugs. Can you believe it? All of them. Even the ones with the long legs.”
“Can I?” He looked at the governess over his daughter’s head.
“That’s very impressive.”
“Daddy-long-legs are not actually bugs,” Miss Grace said, with a hint of what might have been amusement.
“They are arachnids. Thistle and I have had several discussions on the subject.”
“Several loud discussions,” Anna added. “Thistle doesn’t agree that spiders aren’t bugs.”
“Spiders have too many legs,” Thistle said firmly.
“It’s suspicious.”
“Eight legs is the standard configuration for arachnids,” Miss Grace replied. “We do not judge creatures for following their design specifications.”
“Can we show Papa the specimens?” Thistle was already pulling him toward the schoolroom.
“Miss Grace labelled everything. Even the snake skin. Did you know snakes have Latin names? I think Brutus should have a Latin name. Miss Grace says his Latin name is Bufo bufo but that’s just the sound he makes, which isn’t very imaginative.”
“It is, in fact, the scientific designation for the common toad,” Miss Grace murmured, but she had stepped aside to let Thistle tow Rhys down the corridor.
He went willingly, surrounded by his daughters, carried along on the current of their enthusiasm. But as he passed Miss Grace, he caught her eye for just a moment.
I see you, her gaze seemed to say. I see more than you meant to show me.
He thought of her careful question about the pattern of his visits. He thought of her mention of the calendar where his daughters marked the days. He thought of the way she had paused, almost imperceptibly, when he had stumbled over the word mother.
Miss Grace was watching. Miss Grace was thinking. Miss Grace was fitting pieces together into a picture she had not yet completed but would, eventually, understand.
And Rhys, who had spent fifteen years hiding the most important part of his life from everyone except Benedict, found that he was not as alarmed by this prospect as he should have been.
Where did Grieves find this woman?
The question echoed again in his mind as Thistle dragged him into the schoolroom to admire her properly labelled collection of feathers and stones.
And for the first time in longer than he could remember, he found himself wanting someone to find him out.
